One thing I have been really trying to focus on lately is letting go of the outcome.
I am someone who very much enjoys having everything set and ready for the result I want.
I find this is hard because I often don't give things enough time to happen with this mind set.
I struggle to trust the process when things take longer than I would like them to.
This causes me to do what I call a "switch up".
(yes, I say it in my head like the black-eyed peas song)
When I do a "switch up" I must start something new, change what I am doing, or adjust because obviously I am not doing something right... Right??
This lent though, I have been reading a prayer book and listening to the sermons, and they are all about having faith in the process and good coming to those who wait and trust.
I find I am quick to lose trust.
Maybe this translates to why I can't stick with a plan, but I am slowly building trust in myself.
I am really focusing on having the faith that there is a plan and all I need to do is keep providing the value I can until it all comes together.
Trusting in the plan doesn't mean do nothing and wait around for something to happen, but it also doesn't mean you need to change everything every two seconds either.
There is a balance, and I am not sure if I have that yet, but I will.
Maybe just one or two more switches and I will have it figured out. Ha.
I guess we will see.
But one thing I know for sure is, God has a plan.
And if I am just trying to live out my best life for him...
Can anything really go that wrong?
LAWS CO.
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